Friday, 17 October 2014

Want!Do!Feel!

Stanislavsky's Method:

All 8 answers to the questions.


WHO AM I? 
  • I am Sephy Hadly, I am pretty laid back and enjoy annoying my big sister just for the fun of it, I'm not like all the other Crosses...I'm different. I was brought up by Callums Mother (Meggie), her and my Mother used to be friend however that was a really long time ago now. Acquaintances, maybe even strangers would be an over exaggeration of their relationship.
  •  I have been brought up in a fairly wealthy family, we have enough money to waste thanks to my father being a highly ranked Politician.
  • Throughout the play I am influenced from my experiences, e.g due to me being brought up with Callum I am influenced to protect him at the school when people shout racist comments however when he didn't protect me when those girls beat me up it made me question his importance to me and my views on him changed a lot, maybe I was wrong, maybe he wasn't protective of me at all. 
  • My perceptions of the world were not at all what I first thought, the world is actually really cruel and disappointing.
  •  I manage to win almost every argument that I usually start and so I am quite happy with my accomplishments as they give me satisfactory as I know that I am usually correct.
  •  I have a genuinely kind attitude to life and people however I also have strong beliefs and if someone disagrees with what I think then I am not usually very happy.
  •  I love animals, horses are my favourite however my trappy Mother would never allow me a house pet as a child for fear of it eating me and making a mess. 
  • I went to Heathcroft but then Callum got in things started to go down hill, eventually my parents took me out of the school and forced me to attend Chievers (the worst school in the world), I hated it there and to this very day I get nightmares. 
  • I currently work in an orphanage, one that is for coloured babies, (I opened it myself it's called the 'Orphanage Of Calluminous Care') they are usually black or mixed and their parents either get rid of them because they either can't afford to look after them or they have been forced to give them up. 
  • Callie Rose is 5 years old now and she usually helps me look after some of the younger children or play with them. She's beautiful you know, blond with big blue eyes just like her Daddy. We have a really close bond, each night we snuggle up together and I tell her stories of her Father, the courageous hero that she will one day meet, as I always promise her. 
  • My attitudes can not be influenced by anything or anyone, I must stick to what I believe in just like Callum did, even if I die like him, at least I die fighting for what I believe in.

WHERE AM I?
  •  I am in my house, in my room (more description of room on character profile)
  • I am surrounded my mahogany and oak furniture  
  • Out of my window I can see the sun rise, there is a bit of light blue, pink and orange trying to make themselves be seen however the clouds and mostly dark sky is trying its best to block them.
  • My room doesn't exactly feel very homely, I mean don't get me wrong it's my favourite place in he house and it's a beautiful spacious room but I am still not comfortable in the cosy room that feels so bare.
  •  There is a chest of draws, a king sized bed and enormous window (More description in character profile)
  •  My bedroom is not very personalized, it's kind of blank with about two things that actually mean something to me out of the hundreds of things that decorate the room.
  •  It's autumn, 16 degrees Celsius and although the house it hot there is a slight chill in the air when I wake and open the window.

WHEN IS IT?
  • It's 2 am, I can tell it's going to be a beautiful day tomorrow.
  •  We're in Autumn and the year's 1989

WHERE HAVE I COME FROM?
  •  I called Callum a Blanker, well I didn't, I mean it wasn't aimed at him but I still said it, and categorized everyone into that of an animalism behaviour, I called Callum an animal...I was just as bad as all the other Daggers. 
  • I am in the position that I am in because of my actions and I am happy to admit that I am wrong in this case. I am extremely upset and I don't particularly want to talk about the matter anymore.
  • I'm going to run away with Callum, I just know it.

WHAT DO I NEED? 
  • I want Callum to tell me that he loves me, I need him to, the fact that I love him is motivating me to just keep on trying but I need to know if he loves me, and I need to know now! He is my everything the only good thing I have to live for, I desire for us to live together, run away together and escape somewhere up North together. 
WHY DO I NEED IT? 
  • And Dear Lord, I wish with all of my strength that he forgives me. I get that I did something wrong but if he hates me then I have nothing, I have no one. I am just a loathsome person in stuck on this despicable place that I am being forced to inhabit.

WHY DO I NEED IT NOW? 
  • I need to know if he loves me because if he doesn't then I might as well just leave, just run aways be myself...or maybe I should just go to the school, try to fit in, be what I am...a Cross?
  •  I didn't realize just how much Callum meant to me until now and now that I know I need him more then ever and the fact that he hates me at the minute makes me sick to my stomach and I can';t bare the thought of him hating me. I need to persuade him that he needs me in his life, that he loves me because I know that my words have changed his opinions on Crosses. He thought if anyone could make a difference then it would be me but I just proved him wrong.
A summery of naturalism that we produced in class.


 I have made all these decisions personal and particular to me so that I can identify myself with my character in every possible way.

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